Pencilsoda

I wake up and it’s You in my mind
I go by the day passing seconds thinking of You
I feel a deep dark void encountering life without You in it
You were all I needed
You are all I need
You are all I’ll ever be needing
Your voice is all I want to hear
It keeps me sane when I’m on the verge of breaking down
and it gives a graceful guidance when I am astray
And what’s amazing is that I know You are nearby
so I won’t just be admiring from a far
You are ever so good to me
You mold my vulnerable heart and make it withstand strongholds
and you are always forgiving every time I let You down
which is sadly, too often… apologies never end.
Saying “Thank You” is not enough
Saying “Sorry” is not enough
More so saying “I love You” is something my joys and my cries can’t still amount to
It is more than any word I could ever describe
But just to say that I do, in the simplest way, I say to You
I love You
with all my heart, soul and mind.
There is nothing else I can do but to offer everything I have to You
My words, my desires, my life
Take it all and make it yours

My Jesus, take it all.

i’ve been playing the drums for youth for weeks now and i am having so much fun!! im so happeh cuz like, it has always been my dream to be a drummer, and now, not only do people call me "girl who knows how to play the drums", but im finally worthy to be called a drummer! haha! went through alot before i got here! haha! first guitarist, then vocalist then atlas! drummer! haha. yeah, probably not a big deal for other people.. but to me, its awesome!! and best part is, im using this gift of mine for the Lord! i love playing the drums! oh yeah, and one uber fantastic complement i got was "you’re a really good drummer, you should play at the main service". holy baloney. such a sweet moment! haha!

kapagod man! galing akong choir retreat!! steeg. laftrip all the way! hahaha! asteeg!! marunong na akong magback-flip sa swimming pool!! wuhoo! ayus talaga!

DARNA!!!! wahahahaha

my family and i just watched "king kong". it was a nice movie.. but it has a sad ending. i dont wanna spill it! haha! cinematography was awesome! i salute the director! a man named "peter jackson" i think… man! was that movie long! it was 3 hours, and unbelievablely, i only had 3 bathroom breaks! usually, i have more than that on a 1-2 hour movie.  (i have a very active kidney!) well anyway, back to the movie.. it was good. if i had to rank it from 1-10, i’d give it a 9.5!

haay, bored.. i miss youth service!! as in. well, our cantata just ended last night. we did good! some people taught we were lipsyncing! well, we weren’t! oh diba! ang sarap pakinggan. well, yun.. steeg. time to watch Spongebob!

i finally know how to take moving pictures!! visit this site to view ‘em! Click Me!! the album’s name is "stop the motion"….ahaha!! peace!!

waaaah!! miss ko na ang aming banda na morning street! T_T ….but its aight….actually, ang suppose to be band name namin ay "hotice" kaya lang, nabaduyan kame….kaya pinalitan ko ng "morning st." o diba! mas catchy! hehehe! namimiss ko na ang bouncy drums ni kuya george, ang walang kasinggaling na pagkeyboards ni tito mike, ang basic playing ni ate jade ng bass, ang walang humpay na kagandahan ng boses ni justin at ang pagkaganda-gandang tunog ng aking gitara habang ako’y nagsastrum…..un! un ang namimiss ko! ung gitara!! ang ganda talaga ng tunog! sobrang pino!….sana magkita kami muli….haha! enough drama! happy na ako sa pulang e-guitar namin!….sana next time na magkaband ako….sana global na at marunong na akong maglead….naks! (go erica! someday!)….so sa ngaun, im trying my best on being a rhythm guitarist in church as well as practicing guitar scalings at home!…hehe! chow!!

man!! i am so pissed off right now!!! all i wanted to do was to insert music on my html but i cant seem to find an online music storage…you know…like "photobucket.com"!….akala ko may nahanap na ako….its called "stockedTV.com"  it said…its a music storage site! damn! i tried to register and ofcourse, when registering in a website….you need to fill up the form right? one textbox was asking for the email address (compulsary!)….when i put my email in and clicked "register" it said that….the website im registering at doesnt allow numerous email providers like hotmail or yahoo…..so i tried to find a way to make an email from an email provider thats not really popular….i tried one….but its one of em "numerous email providers"…so my search continues….then, i saw this "hellokitty.com" well, i had to do what i need to do!…so i registered in that damn website…..i was so pissed that my loginname was "joklangbading@mymelody.com"!!! argh!!! then….finally…it actually worked…that dumb email address was accepted in that stockedTV website!! i opened my new account in stockedTV ….i studied it for a while…..UNFORTUNATELY! its not the kind of site i was anxiously hoping/looking/searching for!!! im so mad that when im typing this, im biting my teeth so bad that it might crack!! aaaahhh!!! I AM SO FREAKIN PISSED OFF!!! man! damn! i hope id get over this coz boy! i wont let my time be wasted by my anger!….(breathe erica breathe!)…hooohh!!….well….gotta hit the hay for now! and rest my anger until it vanishes!!…nytnyt all friendster blogger thingies!!

hunger is what im feeling right now
so hungry that i can eat a cow
my senses are not the same as before
i need energy to run up to the store
quickly went in the tindahan there
i stood up to the lady with a fiery stare
pointing the snack i wish to eat
waiting for her standing with bare feet
opened the snack with a crispy sound
ate so fast w/ no crumbs on the ground
hurriedly went back to what i was doing
simply sitting in the computer playing

i’ve never used this blog thing in friendster since i made it hahaha!! well, this’ll be my first….sa ngayon…ang buhay ko’y masaya…..our parents and little siblings went out so me and big sis are the only ones left….but its great! we have the whole house all by ourselves!…kaya lang ang boring….la magawa…all we do is play in the comp or watch t.v. ….haayy! well, im off for now…..im so bored that i dont have anything to do and as well to tell…bye! and yeah! refer to my orig blog…http://pencilsoda.blogspot.com for more blogs to read!